Bummy Sunday

Didn't do much today. The twin was sick all day so I tended to her and spent the rest of the day watching the Eagles game and thinking about all the new obstacles that are coming my way and great opportunities that I have been blessed with. School starts back up in a couple days. Can't wait to start.... (not a surprise) I just get so bored when I am not actively doing something. I'm a little scared for what may come though, but I guess that's what makes me human. I have so much running around to do tomorrow, just can't wait to get started. Maybe I should force myself to go to sleep. Ugh so much on my mind though. Had an argument with someone today. I was just so angry because it took all this destruction for him to finally see what he has become and what he has done, and it has affected me in so many ways, one can only imagine, and I'm still not sure he totally gets it. And I think that's what makes me maddest of all. I can't stand when someone apologizes or claims to have made a mistake, yet they keep repeating the same act over again. How can you really go on to forgive or regain trust if you're not even sure the worst is finally over? But maybe this is also part of the whole love acceptance I was talking about. I really just want to be happy and respected and feel like everything that I am arguing about or fighting for is worth it.. Ugh that's another topic.. thoughts aren't all together so I am not going to start rambling. Going to enjoy the rest of this bummy Sunday and start the week of right on Monday.